Taking Root

So, it's Monday and I am sitting in this Internet cafe, annoyed, because:

a) I am PAYING to be here when I am supposed to have internet working in my home. I have the computer, I have the little grey box thing, but the service is messed. Ugh.

b) I didn't go to work today because, well, I just didn't feel like it and I feel like I wasted the whole day. I actually left the house at 5:30pm. Yeah, that's right, we got up at 2pm. And it's my last week at my job. I feel lazy and kind of guilty. I achieved nothing today.

c) It's a little too warm in here and I am getting a headache from this crap computer screen from 1885.

d) I am just realizing what I am getting myself into with this whole "Kiki and I are going to a JW church on Sunday to witness to them" thing. Yikes.

So, yes, I am annoyed now. A little. This JW thing on Sunday is a really big deal for me. And to be honest, I am not entirely sure why. I mean, I am all about witnessing to the lost and all that, but this is a pretty big organization we are messing with here. And, at this point in time, I am not so much a fan of confrontation. So much for taking it easy until we go home to Canada.

And what's up with all the young people I know getting engaged?! First Alex, then Destiny, now Jon. Like, I am 21 and don't want to be married for another few years, but these guys just went from grad dresses to wedding dresses! Well, one of them did anways. It worries me, but moreso, it makes me feel very pressured to get my act together. But I don't think, for me, getting my act together constitutes a wedding ring and a metro fiancee. Maybe it does. I don't know.

One last thing, my newest excuse for not going to University? It's bad for my self esteem! It makes me feel stupid when people constantly tell me things I don't already know. How's THAT for logic? Watch out Dr. Phil ...