Monday, July 14, 2008

Cold Hard Bitch

Oh, the weekend. Allow me to swoon: I stayed home all weekend. Well, pretty much. Friday night was Church night (but that'll be stopping henceforth so Friday nights will be free once again!) and then excessive Scrubs watching with Muss! Then Saturday rolled around and rocked my world! I ran some errands and then hung out with Shayne. Okay - so maybe that particular event didn't rock my world. It was hard to see him and spend time with him - it was probably too soon. We still have the same physical chemistry and inclinations as we always did so it was weird to try and ignore that and just be friendly. I felt bad though - I'm sure he was hoping for more reconciliation talk but all I could say was: Get over me so God can work in/through you. Yeah, yeah. "Cold Hard Bitch" by Jet is playing through my mind right now.

So, score 1 for the guys at work - so far, you can't be friends with your ex.

Next - I went for dinner with my ladies and then to Mel's house to play "Catch Phrase". Seriously, I rock at this game. I ROCK at it. It should be a sport cause I'd medal in it for sure. At least silver, but probably gold. Recognize.

And that brings us to yesterday - or as I like to call it "Reconciliation Sunday". House Church was at Mandy and Shawn's and Lord, was I blessed! Such great worship and such a good word from Shawn. "Boy I'm Angry At" was there and was going through some stuff - it was hard to watch because I care about him so much and could see how hard it was for him to receive some of the words being spoken over him. I'm so glad others care about him enough to speak into the messed up areas of his life. He talked to me last night and claims he's in a better place now and wants to resume our friendship - I'm reserving judgement on his stability and keeping my distance. Can't help but hope against hope he means it ...

That's all! I've got a crazy week ahead (I get to see Taryn, Tasha, Mandy, Becky, "Boy I'm Angry At" and of course, my girls) so who knows when the next update will come. Stay tuned.

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